I’ve decided to wait.

Well actually, doing Bible study this morning, it became very clear to me that the message was to wait.

You know like, from God.

And I agree.

There’s nothing to do at this particular moment except try to enjoy the rest of my Labor Day weekend.

So I will do my best to relax, not stress, and wait.

Ugh. The thing I’m worst at.

I think God knows exactly what makes us tick. He knows what gets under our skin and what we need more of. He knows what we need less of and what we don’t need at all. And for me, He know that I’m impatient. He knows that I want everything all at once, right now, color coded and presented in a bright pink binder with little tabs and post-it notes.

But that’s not how He works.

And it’s His job to cultivate me into the best version of me I can be. And for that to happen, I have to go through times that are trying. Times that force me to rely on Him and not myself.

This is one of those times.

And boy does it drive me crazy.

But ultimately, I know it’s all for a purpose down the road. I trust that it’s all preparing me for a future only He can see. My only job right now is to trust, and wait.

So that’s what I shall do.

That sounded very British and uptight but I like the word “shall”.

So I SHALL wait.

And we SHALL see what comes of it.

He’sĀ got something in the works though…I can feel it.